Tuesday, February 24, 2009 '
*confused*
I'm confused, really really confused abt myself. Don't really know what I have been thinking lately, perhaps there are too much changes happening. Perhaps I'm worried about lots of things, especially for my family. Haiz... Lots of things happen lately in my home, and my house is indeed a choas.U, u, u, u, u... Why can't u listen to us? Why must u act as if u really don't like this home? Why must u make all of us worry so much for u and feel upset for u? Can't u be more understanding? Can't u just think before the words u say and the actions u do? Even if it's just a few words and some actions u did, it can upset each and everyone of us. Behind the every fun and laughter u enjoy and had, there are tears that roll down for u and the sorrow that comes together with it. And for every word u said that is a disrespect, it comes with the sadness that lies beneath the heart of the parents. U can't feel it coz you are the one that create all these troubles. U pro, make till everyone of us so cak xin abt u.If one day u did sth that is really a too much, I swear I'll do my part and reprimand u. Even if I know I can't win u in the quarrel, at least I know I did my part in this family to teach u sth, sth that u really cannot think and understand. Soft method is a useless tool to teach u, now what we're left are the heartless and hard method to teach u. If we really need to use these methods, pardon for anythings we did to u, coz u really don't know how to think and we are speechless to say u anymore.*Every little things u do, u should think before u really do it* ~I'm confused and tired~
9:57 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009 '
lay khean
NG LAY KHEAN~~
Happy 19th birthday! Hohoho~
This post is dedicated for u worx. Must open your eyes big big and look at every words harx. =]
Must say that our friendship really last very long worx, this year will be the 10th year since we know each other le. And remember where we met and knew each other? It's at your opp block the RC there where we had our pri 4 tuition. And I think we didn't talk to each other at 1st, but after sometime we got chit-chat. ^^
Pri 6, I transferred to fuchun primary sch. I'm super lucky to get into the same class with u worx. At least I wouldn't feel lonely and weird coz I'm the new student there. Hehez... That's the 3rd year since we know each other. And I'm glad that u, miao hui and me become best of friends since then. Rem we do a project together? We did the 'snake and ladder' board game. It's really fun to know u and miao hui tgt in pri 6.
Year 2003, we 3 got into the same sec sch worx. It's msl sec and though we're in diff class, we still enjoy our orientation right? Rem the CCA open house? We 3 walk around msl sec campus to choose the CCA we want to go tgt ya? Finally we put CO as our 1st choice and we 3 got into CO tgt. And the day when we had to choose our instrument, we walked to the diff section. At 1st wan go plucking tgt de, but they only want 2 ppl. So finally we join er hu section coz they wanted more ppl. And from that day onwards, at least we got to meet each other every CO practice. ^^
After that, we changed to Mr low as our new instructor cum conductor. And we joined mco tgt too. Come to think of it, we really had super fun times tgt with soo wen in mslco. Especially the mslco camps we had each year where we got to play till crazy like tat. We went thru thick and thin in mslco ya?
Year 2004 was the mega concert. And I think we've been torture alot under yaya lee's sectional practice. And rem the 3 days we spent at the indoor stadium? Play music tgt, and criticise other schools tgt too. Hahaz... And we do make-up for each other too whenever we had any performances. Year 2005 was the difficult time coz it's our sfy year. I still rem the day, 20th april when we had our syf and mslco was the 17th i think. All of us thought we would get a gold, but to our disappointment, we got silver. We all shed our tears of sadness. Awww~ It still etched in my mind up till now.
Year 2006, it's mia musica! Our final year in mslco and we got the best of it. I can still rem the time when it's our turn to perform and I think we really enjoyed ourselves lots right? Time flies real fast and it's our graduating year le. Awww~ And and most important thing is we worked tgt at time zone! That's my happiest time there working with u where we got to go break tgt worx. ^^
Time flies real fast, this year will be the 10th year we got to know each other le. And I'm sure our friendship now still hold on tight ya? And we got covalent bonds worx, it's those super strong de bond that make our friendship last till super long. I hope our friendship will last till eternity till the day we grow old. And I believe u want that too ya? Rem my phone is on for 24/7, so u can called me anytime when u have any troubled. Or u can tell me anything when we go out tgt worx.
See la, I'm super long winded. Hahaz... Hope u wun read till very boring worx. Most importantly is we got celebrate your bdae with u. And hope u like the presents we gave u. Happy always! I'll pray hard that u stay pretty and happy forever. Take great care till we meet up again. =]
*Our friendship shall stay like this till the day we grow old* ~CNL~ [feiji] n.n
1:28 AM
Sunday, February 1, 2009 '
1st month
~Today is the 1st month since we are together. And we still have lots of days and months and years to go on. No matter what, we shall stay side by side and walk down the path together.~It's been 1 month since I updated. Coz I lazy to post and no time to online also. Have been busy with work and I'm tired everyday! Hahaz... CNY hols so fast gone, now Valentine's day will be coming soon. All couples will celebrate ya? And everybody shall celebrate with your loved ones worx. Hehez...Ytd was Si Qi's last day of work, and we took neoprints tgt. Time flashes real fast and now we are heading to the 2nd month of the year 2009. Though it's only feb, time will still flies very fast. And A'level result still don know when it will be out. Everyone will be anxious about their result right? How I wish I could get the results that I want and can go to uni. Awww~ If I can't go uni, then my life will be lost coz I wouldn't know what to do. Haiz... Shall pray hard for my A'level results. ^^
3:21 AM
