Tuesday, February 24, 2009 '
*confused*
I'm confused, really really confused abt myself. Don't really know what I have been thinking lately, perhaps there are too much changes happening. Perhaps I'm worried about lots of things, especially for my family. Haiz... Lots of things happen lately in my home, and my house is indeed a choas.U, u, u, u, u... Why can't u listen to us? Why must u act as if u really don't like this home? Why must u make all of us worry so much for u and feel upset for u? Can't u be more understanding? Can't u just think before the words u say and the actions u do? Even if it's just a few words and some actions u did, it can upset each and everyone of us. Behind the every fun and laughter u enjoy and had, there are tears that roll down for u and the sorrow that comes together with it. And for every word u said that is a disrespect, it comes with the sadness that lies beneath the heart of the parents. U can't feel it coz you are the one that create all these troubles. U pro, make till everyone of us so cak xin abt u.If one day u did sth that is really a too much, I swear I'll do my part and reprimand u. Even if I know I can't win u in the quarrel, at least I know I did my part in this family to teach u sth, sth that u really cannot think and understand. Soft method is a useless tool to teach u, now what we're left are the heartless and hard method to teach u. If we really need to use these methods, pardon for anythings we did to u, coz u really don't know how to think and we are speechless to say u anymore.*Every little things u do, u should think before u really do it* ~I'm confused and tired~
9:57 PM
