Thursday, July 9, 2009 '

memories

It's 1 week since I left tz, and time flies so fast. I'm living strong now, and I finally found my saviour who advice me on what steps should I take next. Awww~ Thanks charlotte jie jie! I'll move on with my life, and I know I have my family and my baobei laogong to support me. <3

Was tidying my cupboard this afternoon and alot of things brought me alot of memories. Perhaps there are good memories to reminisce with, or maybe some are just bad memories which I don't wish to recall. I browse through those neoprints that I took with my friends when I was in sec sch. And then, fond memories just flashed back at me. But then, some of those were just my regrets.

Regrets for losing such 'friends', perhaps the blame should be put on me. Maybe that's what I had to encounter and all those are just fate. It's fate for being so close with such once I call them "friends", and then it's also fate for our so called "friendship" to break. Haiz... It happened twice in my life, twice in my 18 years of life. People who knew what happened for these 2 incidents, perhaps that's my retribution ya? For being such a bad person, and for being not a good 'friend' to them at all, I'll just have to keep quiet for people to say me ba.

I'm moving on with my life now, and will keep on moving without turning my head behind to regret for my past. I'm sorry to all those that are hurt, I repent for what I had done. But then, that doesn't mean I will lay my head low, coz I'll face my life strongly. Shall give those 'friends' my blessings, and time will heal everything. ^^

~Memories~

~I know I have to be strong, and I know I have to carry on with my life happily~ ^^
*就是爱我的宝贝老公* <3

*If it's wrong to love u, then my heart just wouldn't let me be right*
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