Sunday, August 30, 2009 '

updates

Hmmm~ Quite relaxing these few days, meet up yi hui and jing wen last thurs go Lot 1 eat New york new york. Quite ex, coz no working then no income. XD Now only rely on my 1 and only tuition. Going on well for 6 lessons, then next week 2 more lessons will get my tuition fee. Hahaz... Not that much, but at least I still have income. Quite fun to teach tuition also, coz interesting things going on. Plus that girl girl quite cute and nice. Xp

Just found out sth and realise sth. But then not sure what should I do. The thing I found out, not sure what to do and not sure how should I say. Hmmm~ Maybe the truth will be out someday ba, then perhaps should just let nature takes its course. Then the thing I realise, not sure to confront or not. But then, don't want to do things that make ppl think it's silly. Perhaps should just be like that ba. Or maybe someday I cannot take it and will eventually confront.

Let everything be like that, be as it is, coz I don't want mess anything up. Oh well~ Tml teachers' day eve, and it's teachers' day celebrations. The day when teachers will go home early and no need to teach. XD Don't think will go back IJ coz the other 3 not free, but we going back this wed to pass gifts to our beloved Ms tan! Miss her alot, plus miss my 0724A! Plus all the teachers that put in effort to teach us. Wish all teachers HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

~ Moving on with my life, I hope u too ~ ^^

*If it's wrong to love u, then my heart just wouldn't let me be right*
11:52 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 '

happy boy~

I think everything's well for me but not for him. His fyp started again, and think he's really stress. Plus this week he got exams too, and he's still studying now, chiong-ing for exams tml. Thurs and sat he have exams too, and I really heart pain to see him study and study, stress and stress. Can only jia you and cheer for him. ^^

Went out with my dear sis today to buy present for my elder twins, coz their bdae tml. XD So we went admiralty. At 1st, she want buy the hair lotion, but then no stock. Waste our trip~ So we went to the pasar malam there. Bought a hp casing for my laogong's new phone, samsung preston. Ho ho ho~ Though need spend money, as long as he's happy, I'm happy too. Then bought a $10 dress for my sis also.

After that headed back to cwp, went around to look for my bro's present. Don't know what to buy, coz guys' present quite hard to buy. Finally went 77th street bought a formal tee for him. The T-shirt quite nice, share the cost with my sis. Then it's my sis's turn to choose her present. Hahaz... Bought her shoes and she gave me 20 cents, for lucky narh. Then went tz play play a while, after that decided to go home.

But then we walked past 'check' and saw havaianas slippers, don't know why got the urge to buy it. So asked my sis want buy tgt, she say ok. Bought a pink slippers for me, and my sis bought black slippers. Awww~ Guess what? For today only, I spent almost $100 for their present plus my slippers. Heart pain! I jobless now still spend so much. 捶心肝~~ >.<

Tml going to eat long john and watch movie (吓到笑) with him, happy happy worx. But then tml he still need study for thur's test, so can't play that much. Hehez... That's all for today, update more next time. Still want to say here: Xin ku ni le laogong, no matter what, laopo will be by your side help u jia you de. ^^

~ As long as you're happy, I'm happy too ~ n.n

*If it's wrong to love u, then my heart just wouldn't let me be right*
11:14 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009 '

nothing to say

Haiz... Had a little dispute with him today. Don't really know what to say, and don't really know what to do. Know whatever I say, it'll still be like that ba. I didn't say I don't believe u at all, I don't really mean that. Haiz... Should be a happy day today I guess, but think it spoils both of our mood also ba.

Perhaps I don't really know u ba, or maybe I don't understand u ba. U worry for me yet I don't even know. But then, that's not the meaning I want. Ever wonder what ur laopo do whenever u are playing? Wondering around, chat with auntie, play free game and watch u play. For all this while, I don't mind at all. As long as u do what u like, as long as u're happy, I'm happy enough. But don't know why today seems diff for me.

Know how I feel? Just feel that u neglected me, the moment u sit down, that's the moment I started to feel the feelings I had today is diff from any other days. Don't know why also, but then I seems neglected. Gone missing from arcade for half an hour, yet I don't receive calls from u at all. Know u worry for me, but cannot put down your game and look for me? Cannot don't play for that day also?

I don't ask for much, and I admit I do have alot of patience and I'm really a good girl. Perhaps today's good girl have a limit also, today's good girl is angry with reasons too, and today's good girl isn't that good after all. I still rem when I neglected u last time during my work, perhaps today is my turn ba. Don't wish to comment anything, perhaps I'm quiet, that's why u didn't know my feelings at all ba. Haiz... U should be angry when u see this ba, then I'm sorry about that. Alot of things I don't really mean anything. I'm sorry if it really spoils your day, dui bu qi... I'm sorry for everything I said to make u think for the meaning I don't mean at all. 对不起...

* I love walking in the rain, coz no one knows I'm crying*

*If it's wrong to love u, then my heart just wouldn't let me be right*
10:39 PM

Sunday, August 9, 2009 '

sick laogong, worry laopo

Awww~ Weather nowadays extremely not good, and can say it's really bad. Have been sick for 1 week since last sun, now then I recover. Started with sore throat, then flu, after that fever. Then when I was recovering, thurs fever again. Didn't see doc, but then got eat medicine. Now then healed from all those illness. And guess what? He sick today narh. Haiz...

Wanted to go out gai gai tgt since it's saturday, that's what we always do. But then, the moment he came my house, touch his forehead quite hot. Asked my mum got what medicine can let him eat. Let him eat after that let him rest on my bed. Poor laogong~ Sick le still want go out with me. Haiz... 4 plus we then go cwp walk walk a while nia, after that 6 he have to go home. Didn't really have much time with him. =(

And when he reached home, fever again. Worry for him narh, his immune system not that good, some more don't like eat bitter de. Awww~ How to go malaysia tml without worry? Tell me narh, how can I go back malaysia happily without having to worry about him? Some more I can't sms or call him also. Haiz... Jus pray hard that he'll recover tml asap ba.

5 months 5 days tgt, and time flies so fast. Recalling the days when we just get tgt, everthing seems like ytd. But it's not a dream at all, for it's happening in my real life, in front of my own eyes. Days have passed, months have passed, but then, it's still counting. Our days tgt is still counting right from the day we're tgt. I'm pleased with what I have now, pleased with him and his everything.

~ I'm satisfied with my life now, and I won't want to crave for more~ n.n

*If it's wrong to love u, then my heart just wouldn't let me be right*
12:55 AM

Sunday, August 2, 2009 '

*xiang ta*

It's another sunday! Don't know why sunday is the most boring day of the whole week. Perhaps is the day I cannot go out with him, or perhaps sunday is the day for family day, yet my family stays at home. Hahaz... Contradicting hor? Sunday should be the day for family to go out and enjoy, but then my dad stays at home sleeping. Maybe mon to sat work till very tired, then sun stays at home to refresh for the next week. =)

Ytd went novena with laogong. But then not much things to walk and shop also. Then we went QQ rice eat. I ordered one to eat he ordered one more to eat too. Coz it's super nice narh, plus add $1 for the milk tea. Yummy yummy~ Should go try if u feel like eating those rice and inside filled with 5 ingredients for u to choose. Hehez... Walked for a while then headed back to cwp.

As usual, he played his max tune and I have to walk here walk there. Nth to do worx, but then got play some games too. After that, wanted to walk home from cwp initially, but then after that seems quite late, so we took bus home. Alight at 1 bus stop before the bus stop near my house, then we walked home. It's sweet just to walk for that one-bus-stop distance with him. Coz u get to chit chat along the way too. ^^

Another week is going to pass, yet I'm still at home doing nth. Think got to find something to do to make my nxt 4 months useful, if not staying at home for too long will make me so lazy. Hahaz... Update next time ba. And take great care and drink lots of water. Coz the weather nowadays so unpredictable. My sore throat just heal last week and now it's coming back again. Awww~

~A sweet walk a while, keeps our unhappiness away~ n.n

*If it's wrong to love u, then my heart just wouldn't let me be right*
2:02 PM