Haiz... Had a little dispute with him today. Don't really know what to say, and don't really know what to do. Know whatever I say, it'll still be like that ba. I didn't say I don't believe u at all, I don't really mean that. Haiz... Should be a happy day today I guess, but think it spoils both of our mood also ba.
Perhaps I don't really know u ba, or maybe I don't understand u ba. U worry for me yet I don't even know. But then, that's not the meaning I want. Ever wonder what ur laopo do whenever u are playing? Wondering around, chat with auntie, play free game and watch u play. For all this while, I don't mind at all. As long as u do what u like, as long as u're happy, I'm happy enough. But don't know why today seems diff for me.
Know how I feel? Just feel that u neglected me, the moment u sit down, that's the moment I started to feel the feelings I had today is diff from any other days. Don't know why also, but then I seems neglected. Gone missing from arcade for half an hour, yet I don't receive calls from u at all. Know u worry for me, but cannot put down your game and look for me? Cannot don't play for that day also?
I don't ask for much, and I admit I do have alot of patience and I'm really a good girl. Perhaps today's good girl have a limit also, today's good girl is angry with reasons too, and today's good girl isn't that good after all. I still rem when I neglected u last time during my work, perhaps today is my turn ba. Don't wish to comment anything, perhaps I'm quiet, that's why u didn't know my feelings at all ba. Haiz... U should be angry when u see this ba, then I'm sorry about that. Alot of things I don't really mean anything. I'm sorry if it really spoils your day, dui bu qi... I'm sorry for everything I said to make u think for the meaning I don't mean at all. 对不起...
* I love walking in the rain, coz no one knows I'm crying*
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